I am day two into the WW program and I'm already trying to screw it up! Not really happy that my wine is costing my four to five points....grrrrrr. I'm being bitchy again and I can't believe I actually cried when Ainsley dumped my bowel of carefully measured out Chinese food onto the floor....oh yeah, all over my lap too boot! Really????? I actually had to laugh at myself after a few minutes of pitiful drama....I thought to myself.... It's food.... Houston....we have a problem... a food problem.
This just proves that I had not really gotten over or really dealt with my issues with food after I had gone through surgery for weight loss. Clearly, if I'm gonna cry like a child over Chinese food... there is some work to be done. This is one big reason I am writing this....putting myself out there (which ain't easy).
When I signed up for WW on Friday and found out that I am able to have 46 points a day... I was geeked! 46 is a BIG number! Ummmmm..... not really, not in WW world! After having what I thought was a pretty good breakfast... I saw my daily point dwindle rapidly.... blah. But.... I just have to buck up and shut up. Get over it, obviously what I have been doing for basically all my life ain't working.... so change is gonna have to happen if I want to change my future health.
My new mantra.... "Go Big or Go Home" and "Suck it up Buttercup" or "Check yo self before you wreck yo self"... that one is a classic....LOL
So hopefully I have a better outlook/attitude the next time I post..... Grrrrrrrrr
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